tryin'

i try to find him,

but i can't

i try to get his eyes,

but i can't

i try to live without him,

but i can't

i try to not love him again,

but i can't

i sick with this feeling

i sick for you, because of you

am i a bad person?

am i not patient enough?

what i know is only try to do my best, but..

how long?